If woman experiences her tough time (period) once a month, I think I'm also having this symptom, but once a year. Since a few years back, everytime around this time (June - August), I tend to feel a bit depressed. Depressed because of what?
Work - no!
Woman - Definitely no!
Money - Probably, but not that main issue!
Then what is it that causes me depressed? Frankly speaking, I myself also dunno. Just that I will feel that life is meaningless. I think I have written this in one of my previous blogs. I am quite happy with my job, doing something that I enjoy. Being single life, is that a problem? Definitely not a problem. I am currently single and happy. So please do not try to introduce someone to me. Furthermore, I need more time for myself. What a self-centered guy! Money, I don't mind you giving me some, because money is always not enough for me.
Every year I wish that this period passes by fast. Until certain extend I actually thought of committing suicide. Scary right? Don't worry, that's just "think" not do.
Well, life still goes on .....
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Princess Celine
Celine, my closest colleage and friend, finally left the company last week. Knowing here for almost 3 years plus, we have gone through a lot!
Let me describe her physcial appearance. Stunning? Pretty? Gorgeous? You name it. She's basically a pretty girl, but I seldom praise her, especially in front of herself, coz don't want to make her proud. Ya, I do admit that she's a pretty girl.
She came in when my big brother Eugene was gonna leave the company. And she's was just sitting beside me. I still remember the fun time we had after our boss, Sue-Ann joined us in the big family. And of coz I admitted something that I won't do in front of other people, except them. Why? Coz I think this bunch of girls are very truthworthy. True enough, until today they are still keeping this secret for me. Thanks!
Throughout these 3 years, we have worked together a lot of times, thousands of time I should say. A lot of people actually suspected that there are something between both of us. Some even asked me directly,"Are you with her? or Why don't you consider her?" Wei, can't a guy and a girld just be friend? Must they be couple if they close to each other? Well, we denied all this while until one day I tested out on one colleague. I actually said "Yes" after she asked me the same question all over again, and again. Surprisingly, from then onwards, she didn't ask me anymore. Probably she knew that it's not true and she wouldn't waste anytime on us anymore. Ha ha!
We went to karaoke a few times. Celine said she likes to hear me singing. Is my voice really that good? How I wish I can kill people with my voice. And remember "In Love With You"? We like to sing when we go karaoke, but always fails to sing peacefully because other people will be talking at the side. Only until her farewell last Wednesday, we finally gotta sing the whole song, without DISTURBANCE! I really appreciated that, and that's one of the best duets that I have ever had. BRAVO!
I'm gonna say to her, "I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU!" Life is gonna be different without you. But don't worry, we still got a lot of chances to meet each other. Wish you all the best and happy in your new job.
Let me describe her physcial appearance. Stunning? Pretty? Gorgeous? You name it. She's basically a pretty girl, but I seldom praise her, especially in front of herself, coz don't want to make her proud. Ya, I do admit that she's a pretty girl.
She came in when my big brother Eugene was gonna leave the company. And she's was just sitting beside me. I still remember the fun time we had after our boss, Sue-Ann joined us in the big family. And of coz I admitted something that I won't do in front of other people, except them. Why? Coz I think this bunch of girls are very truthworthy. True enough, until today they are still keeping this secret for me. Thanks!
Throughout these 3 years, we have worked together a lot of times, thousands of time I should say. A lot of people actually suspected that there are something between both of us. Some even asked me directly,"Are you with her? or Why don't you consider her?" Wei, can't a guy and a girld just be friend? Must they be couple if they close to each other? Well, we denied all this while until one day I tested out on one colleague. I actually said "Yes" after she asked me the same question all over again, and again. Surprisingly, from then onwards, she didn't ask me anymore. Probably she knew that it's not true and she wouldn't waste anytime on us anymore. Ha ha!
We went to karaoke a few times. Celine said she likes to hear me singing. Is my voice really that good? How I wish I can kill people with my voice. And remember "In Love With You"? We like to sing when we go karaoke, but always fails to sing peacefully because other people will be talking at the side. Only until her farewell last Wednesday, we finally gotta sing the whole song, without DISTURBANCE! I really appreciated that, and that's one of the best duets that I have ever had. BRAVO!
I'm gonna say to her, "I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU!" Life is gonna be different without you. But don't worry, we still got a lot of chances to meet each other. Wish you all the best and happy in your new job.
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